So Sexy

Videos like this make me question the purpose of porn. This is so much hotter than any of that stuff.



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Started school again today! Weee... Couldn't handle it at first, had to have some quality time with Cassidy to reassure each other of our purposes in life. Kind of. Okay.

***edit: If that's you in the video give me a call

How I Feel When I'm Dancing

...in a way. In the best way possible. Maybe faster-moving though. Yeah, Definitely.


When I Grow Up from Fever Ray on Vimeo.


Dir: Martin de Thurah

In other news, I know you don't really care but I'm preparing for finals. It's not that intense, and that's not the reason for not posting in a while. I just thought I'd express what I've been up to. I can't wait to be done and take some time off.

Boyz

Who is the person styling V Man's photoshoots??? I need to know... Actually what I really need to know is why I don't already have their magazines. Could someone buy me a subscription for my birthday? Pleaseee... That, or Dazed & Confused. I really want magazines. Or Adbusters. Whatever. Okay.

Before I Close My Eyes

My dreams have been occupying a fair amount of my thoughts as of late. Ironically, it seems like what goes on in my head while I'm sleeping has become the best part of my day. It's like my happy hour; the best things that happen to me happen in my dreams. Strangely, they're quite fulfilling. I read recently some quote about how you should always be dreaming big because then you'll have something to come true, or something along those lines. I'm not sure if my dreams will ever come true, and I'm even less sure of whether I would want them to. Perhaps preventing myself from desire's fulfillment is more gratifying? Am I really that sadistic or am I just so predictably self-aware that I revel in my own anticipation? I really have no idea. Although I do know my dreams have been some of the most fun I've had all week. 

What I Want My Life to Be

intriguing, lighthearted, complex, orderly, deliberate, functional, considerate, accommodating, whimsical, transient 

Mondrian

Another Implosion

Headline:
British Reality TV Star Set to Die for the Cameras

I think it's safe to say we saw this coming. Ever since reality television had successfully murdered the everyday social and hijacked it onto the screen, the natural succession would be to simulate and marginalize death itself. Will broadcasts of so-called 'real deaths' help us come to terms with our collective phobia of eternal rest, or will it only heighten our sense of denial towards mortality with its appropriation onto the screen? Or will we finally realize we disappeared into simulation much longer ago than it seemed...

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I Wish

Quite often I find myself dreaming about people I don't personally know in my waking life. Maybe my dreams are the superior form of reality and these people's passing appearances in my day-to-day life are their ways of trying to get through to me on both sides of consciousness. Or maybe I'm just so pitifully disaffected by my daily life that I'm wishing my way into imagined alternate realities.